Tuesday, January 31, 2006
5:18 PM
some people don't approve of blogging you know.
but i do. =) haha. sure, you have to be careful of what you write because nothing you post is really private at all. but at least you get to say most of what you want to say.
so if you can infer what i'm about to write, brilliant for you =). if not, just ignore the whole chunk below and i can tell you personally if you want. haha.
nearly 3 weeks ago i was so sure of something. then a week ago i discovered a few problems. so now i think that maybe, God put me there to show me it's not the right choice. i don't think i would have found out all that i have if i didn't experience it for myself. it seems to be just as my ogl told me on my second day in ac. but then again, i still respect those people a lot for being able to uphold that level of discipline.
so, i'm kind of back to square one again. which sacrifice(s) should i make?
one thing's for sure though-- that i should 'seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you[me] as well.' -matt 6:33. it's the same verse i brought up a few entries ago. nevertheless it still means as much to me now, if not more.
i guess the answer to my question is right in the verse itself, unless there's a way to work around it? so far i don't think there is another way. but i'm still praying about it...
